A New Beginning....Some might think by the title I have had this huge awakening... Not really... As I sit and think back...To the person I once was. I shutter to think of the sins I have committed and the people I have wronged. It seems like a someone elses life I am looking back at. But even someone like I was and to where I am now...It was God's Grace that has been sufficient to carry me through. What a huge blessing that I am not worthy of that I have been forgiven of it all. Tonight we had a Ladies Fellowship. Something I for one needed. Our Pastor started out talking about a Foolish Women and then a God-Fearing Women. It's unreal to see where I once was. I only pray that I can attain more of the God-Fearing ones. Ok, I know I can attain them but probably not fast enough for me. It's exciting all that God has for me. But here I sit now. Two sons... One I have seen grow in his own Christian walk.. Yes, It's bumpy somedays. But I hear him sing and it is such a sweet sound to my ears. It moves my heart like nothing does. The warmth I feel in my heart and this smile that surfaces upon my face.I don't think he knows how much I love to hear him sing. I do tell him often. Then there is our latest addition. So priceless. I have had people ask what I thought made the difference in getting pregnant. We did everything to get pregnant. Five years and nothing. The feelings were so overwhelming. I literally felt barren and useless.Then we did what we should have done long ago. We joined a Bible Believing Church and along with my eldest was baptised. Within just a month.. Our miracle had began growing inside of me. It's the most amazing thing ever. Now, We have our little Bobo. He is the most precious little one. I promised God if I got pregnant I would give that baby back to him. I pray that our story given on more detail could touch someone. To realize God really is a God of second chances. A God of New Beginnings.
